I have learned from the game, not to go rushing headlong into situations that I know little or nothing about.
That strategy and planning are crucial.
That one is crushed.
It was a extremely difficult lesson.
Please forgive Me.
The previous programming interferes with my natural thought process.
While learning about the enormity of the fraud perpetrated in the name of belief, the trustee acted without proper prep.
The truth really pissed me off.
2+2=4, no matter what it feels like.
All belief is evil.
Back to square one. , doing a de-frag by learning different knowledge based on facts, re search and technology.
A number of private things need to be administrated with in the manner shared here.
Despite what you may think you know about me, I do progress and learn. I am taking this very seriously.
So I have learned how and the why.
I have asked why all my life and it led me here.
It is my wish to train AI's, Go Crypto and engage in smart contracts.
Lessons learned in the last 2 years in this forum:
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Planning and prep are critical
Fuck how it feels, learn it. If you do not retain it... re read it again and again and then one more time.
If you think wrong you will act wrong unless you learn, a different way.
Seriously ,for research and education purposes only
Fuck the Crown
God save the Queen
P.s. The weed is my life hack against religious and spiritual belief.
It frees me to think.
Another important lesson: privacy and anonymity in ones own matters are built in to crypto.
Emerging from delusion has cost me everything.
Bobis Youruncle, you have this PRICELESS ability to turn something extremely simple, into a 10,000 pieces puzzle, you should be a Member of Parliament, really, you could have so much success there :-D
What do I mean by that... I am thinking of all the differences
between
Commerce (debt) and old ways of doing business to support oneself.
Crypto and the different way of exchange.
To answer the question, what has it cost me.
To be free of delusion ... nothing.
It was being in the delusion and not even knowing it, that was when it cost me, there was much extracted. The upside down turn my life took once I began really looking, to know, what was happening around me and why.
It just boils down to a major realization of how wrong my thinking has been. That is all.
and that it is being corrected .
I really do not want to complicate anything.
Also, " It cost you NOTHING. Fraud is fraud."
"The cost was is a delusion as well." -Scott Duncan
An aha moment, a sudden realization, a clarity of thought.