Derek Moran
Scott Duncan: I'm sorry Stuart, but what you are experiencing is just a pale echo of something EVERY SINGLE ONE of my failed students, and cast-out trustees have experienced.
You are revelling in the "shock of change" internally. It will pass. There will come a day where even you will say, "Oh, yes, Scott Duncan. I remember that guy. I used to read his stuff", and that will be the end of it.
...you just don't know it yet. It is outside your current mindset.