Scott Duncan
That's the problem Cara. I don't KNOW what it is to be as you are. I never will.
That answer is just mine, and NOBODY else's (although it is sure to be copied). You barely grasp monetary theory, so I have no answer when you ask what "the rest of you" do.
If you need a view delivered from a position of ignorance, there are lots of Christians on Dean Clifford's page. Perhaps they can help you...
...or you can educate yourself so you CAN leverage crypto-currencies. I cannot see things from your perspective. From this vantage point, you are miles below me, and you all look the same. Just different colours of "wrong".